I'm tired.

And, how much more could I say after that? It speaks for itself. Honestly, I am just tired again. Tired of everything. Tired of the world, and what it's (we've) become, tired of not being able to see the beauty in myself, tired of being underestimated, tired of being so small and frail, tired of never feeling the way I should, tired of never committing to something, tired of never making something happen for myself.... And, it's not like I don't want things or I don't have drive enough. Maybe it is. I have so little motivation to finish things. I don't believe I've ever finished what I started. Ever in my whole lifetime. I'm tired of it all. Only GOD can save me. But only I can make the choice to be saved..